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After talking with someone, i've realized that there is no master fit for me.
they all have those submissive tendancies left in them.
Even Natalija Pavic had them at the beggining,
and i know they're still in there somewhere.

As for me i'm going to hell as i planned.
Succubi aren't sluts, and they're not submissive at all...
i'll see them there... i'll be one of their pets...

Soleil, sorry.
Sarah, sorry.
Shii, sorry.
Sayuki, sorry.

Natalija, have fun in the turmoil that is your life.

as for the rest of you, mabey you'll spot me down there.
and a few of you i know i'll see next to me.

[P.S.] For some reason we've been having blackouts the past few days...
it reminded me of natalija...
I hated her the day she sealed her fate to leave me.
and i told her that i would...
but she didn't listen...
i still love her, but i can't trust her, and i hate her...
stupid emotions... i knew this would happen... and i think she did too.
which is the only liable reason she'd do that...

Sayuki, you're the one with the least explination of all this s**t...
perhaps we'll meet some day...
oh well...