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well today was a typical holiday day. i woke up pretty late, and realized that a week from today it was the beginning of winter break. yes people it has been a week in my break and i have not done anything special. Well exect for watching the asian games, and hanging out with friends last thursday. but still you know its my holiday and i need to get out there. i mean when i was at school i would never have time to myself and now that i do i just feel i like crap. i mean today and currently i am watching reruns of one tree hill on my dvd. and if you have been reading my journals i have been watching one tree hill for the past i think three days and it is not cool. well it is cool that i watched it. i don't know i just feel like i am wasteing my life, i need to get out there, take risk. but anyway i mentioned i what i did this morning. well before i even/u] woke up i was dreaming about this guy i used to have a crush on, and he moved to doha and attended my school. ok so there are all these people right, the normal same people i see in school. now this guy i will call him TC ok, so he starts hanging out with a friend of mine (its a guy just to let you know) i'll call him BFF. they become good friends, and BFF introduce me to him and well i know him cause i had a thing for him right. anyway i was shocked in my dream and he was to, and bla bla bla. anyway he noticed that i was like so cool and casual around BFF, cause i used to be like so nervse around him (TC), so i would always end up being a b***h (sory for the language). So he was shocked, seeing the real me. Anyway i don't want to write like i'm all that you know but he started liking me, i think. and he said that he was starting to like me more then a friend. And i was shocked you know i mean who would believe that a guy i used to have a thing for has a thing for me now that i am over him. then he said he has also been noticing that BFF has been looking at me differently and he was scared that BFF would get me instead of him. yeah then i woke up! i know i've been writing like i'm full of drama and i'm the good guy. but am I? i mean when i woke up i question why this guy (BFF). and i realized i think i may have a thing for him. but you know what i am not going to persue it. he is my friend and he is such a great person and i don't want to ruin our friendship. plus he told me he is till hung up about this girl back that his old school so yeah. anyway back to today well i watched the new episode of Gilmore Girls season 7 episode 10. i know my friends tees me about it for watching gilmore girls but its so good , well not good good buts its just that its different, good and bad. i mean the dialog sometimes bugs me but the truth is i so love the guys rory hooks up with. like now logan is soooooooo hot. people say, like my friends say he is not hot but he is. yeah but i found out from my older sister (a senior btw) that VM is not going to be showing for 5 weeks i mean come on that is 5 episodes that i would not be watching. i think its because this season is short so they are just olding back so they finish at the same time as usual. plus the actors need some a break, i think. but i will miss them.

that's it for now

remember when i mean today, it may be different from the gaia clock cause of the time difference.

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