I broke my promise not to long ago and im sorry.. Im hurting all of you and its not right of me... I said no i promised a knife wouldnt go across my skin but it did and it hurt but i couldnt stop... im sorry but the sight of blood made my heart jump and i cut deeper... Its only one cut but i cut it deeper then any other cuts i have made.... one simple touch and it starts to bleed like mad.. im sorry im sorry but it couldnt be helped.. i couldnt take it... the worse thing is is two days after this happened i looked for the knife... when i couldnt find it i found a box cutter... there were streams of blood going down my leg... streams.. im sorry im so horrible.. i hate myself for breaking a promise.. for being so weak.. for breaking everyones trust... im so weak and so tired.. i wanna be happy all the time.. i want to cant anyone make me happy cant anyone take me away from this coldness.. i need help but i cant ask you for it.. i betrayed you.. im a horrible friend...im sorry
Ishira Tsubasa · Thu Feb 03, 2005 @ 02:48pm · 3 Comments |