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This is going to sound really weird because... today WAS a good day.. until someone at my school HAD to snob me off. I won't mention who because that will just make everything worse! gonk I already know that my boyfriend is uber worried about me.

On my way towards the library, I was being stared at from random guys. I don't like being stared at!!!! I just don't! I hate it when guys stare at me then stalk me in the library... and every time I tell the librarians... well.. let's just say that they try to help me but they don't. I was suppose to go to the library and research for my report but didn't because..... yeah... cry

Now I feel all shaken up... scary... xp I don't feel too well.

***boyfriend was massaging me*** 4laugh

Yeah... so anyways, I finally got my student i.d. card. Yay! mrgreen

So I'm at my boyfriend's work place and.. trying to get my mind off of that jerk who was just staring at me... I'm not really sure if he was following me though. AH! stressed Scary thought!!! 3nodding

Hard for me to breathe at the moment. crying I just can't stop thinking about that one incident. There are questions flowing in and out of my mind right now... such as "Why is this happening to me?" "Why can't those perverts ******** themselves?" and questions like that. Sometimes I cry inside myself because I don't want anybody else to worry about me. cry Sad, isn't it? Well... I guess that's life! The world is so ********' cruel and I hate it sometimes.. when it does treat me like s**t! scream I feel like screaming but I rarely do that because my parents and siblings would freak out and I don't want them to freak out! My heart is screaming out in PAIN as these horrible and paranoid thoughts flow in and out of my mind!!! It's like I'm going out of my mind. It's scary! Really scary! gonk So scary that sometimes... I don't want to tell my boyfriend about the things I dream about or think about... sad

... that's about it for now!





 
 
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