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wow i can believe he did that. worst way ever.not caring just needed to get it out i guess. yes, but how is that surpose to make me feel? torn to bits by just a few words? bleeding internally, every inch of my body aching. i dont know that im aching for u. its just the fact that no one has said such cruel words to me. i never thought someone would, or at least not in the manner u said them. now my life is complete, if i were to fall in a ditch i would live there for all eternity, rocking back and forth dreaming of what could be. i was a fool to dream such a large dream at this age. i give up all hope from this moment on....im sorry to trouble u with words james. crying blaugh
emo