Im going to admit something to the world that i have never said but always known. I am two people within one body. Almost daily my mind goes blank and i can barely remember a thing that goes on. Energy builds up within my body and completely loose control of my action. As i said my mind goes blank and i have no clue what im doing or how to stop. I scare people because of all the strange and bizarre and gross/creapy things i do. Some of you my have expierenced what i have do from typing words that make absolutely know since and completely random. Thas not me I am a calm person. I love beetoven's symphonies cuz they calm the mind I am smart and am able to think logically. I love playing video games because i love the design of characters and the ability people have used to create them. I love to draw and creat stories for each characters i create I love sorrow, it makes a story seem better and make the reader feel sad. Yet i have flaws to I have constant headaches(know clue why) I have two faces I am always tired I barely eat most of the time Im very forgetful and i do not care if i die because i dont want to live When i am around people i know i go into my insane mode and i cant concentrate nothing can calm me down and i make myself pass out by banging my head up against somethign very hard(tis why i dont get my homework done some times) I say things that are racist and mean and yet funny at the same time and i make a mochary of myself. I wish to end it without medication ..... but i cant stare
Peddler · Sat Nov 11, 2006 @ 04:12am · 3 Comments |