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We The Dreamer
The journal of my beliefs, ideas, and random stuff
Two faces
Im going to admit something to the world that i have never said but always known.
I am two people within one body.
Almost daily my mind goes blank and i can barely remember a thing that goes on. Energy builds up within my body and completely loose control of my action. As i said my mind goes blank and i have no clue what im doing or how to stop. I scare people because of all the strange and bizarre and gross/creapy things i do. Some of you my have expierenced what i have do from typing words that make absolutely know since and completely random. Thas not me
I am a calm person. I love beetoven's symphonies cuz they calm the mind
I am smart and am able to think logically.
I love playing video games because i love the design of characters and the ability people have used to create them.
I love to draw and creat stories for each characters i create
I love sorrow, it makes a story seem better and make the reader feel sad.
Yet i have flaws to
I have constant headaches(know clue why)
I have two faces
I am always tired
I barely eat most of the time
Im very forgetful
and i do not care if i die because i dont want to live
When i am around people i know i go into my insane mode and i cant concentrate nothing can calm me down and i make myself pass out by banging my head up against somethign very hard(tis why i dont get my homework done some times)
I say things that are racist and mean and yet funny at the same time and i make a mochary of myself.
I wish to end it without medication
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but i cant stare

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  • User Comments: [3]
    tarajimaryoko666
    Community Member





    Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 10:30pm


    stare i hate to admit it but i kno how u feel


    Riel_Akane
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 20, 2007 @ 12:28am


    ...*sob*...poor you(I know how you fell)


    cross_breed02
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    Thu Oct 11, 2007 @ 12:47am


    one day someone will find you and make you better and eveyone has that feeling its called bipolar and its in us all even when we dont know its there


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