Privacy...
I think we all have those times when we wish our parents would mind their own business. I know that sometimes it's a good thing for parents to get involved to make sure their kids are safe. But how do you go about doing that to a child who is safe?
My step dad won't mind his own. I have never left this house in 5 years without them knowing exactly where I am and numbers to call me by. I am anti-social and not allowed to go anywhere alone. I can't even go to the movies.
On asking, this was their reply.
"We trust you. We just don't trust anyone else."
And they somehow wonder why I'm anti-social.
My step dad gets into all my posts, and I can bet he'll read this one too...
He says he does it to make sure I'm not doing drugs, or sneaking out to have sex with guys, or whatever his reasons, and I never leave this part of the house unless at school. I come home right after. Heck, they take me home and bring me to school.
Sometimes, I want to write a diary. I want to write about how maybe I was contemplating suicide, or something stupid like that, and don't really WANT to do those things, or it's not that big of deal, but I'm just ranting on it to get all that anger out.
Him coming up to talk about it just makes it all worse, and he doesn't get that.
AND WHO, may I repeat, WHO comes up to you and says "You should write sex novels" when they say all they are looking for is to make sure you're not doing s**t in real life!
So ******** what if my RP's go above the damn PG13 s**t. I'm going to be 17 on the 17th of november! I'm a virgin, I have yet to kiss a guy more then a peck on the lips! What the ******** is wrong with them!?
And you know, they just keep saying it over and over. How they just want to make sure I'm not doing that s**t.
And as my mother once said during a conversation,
"If Marvin continuely accused me of cheating on him when I wasn't, I would go and cheat on him."
SO GUESS WHAT!?
If they don't ******** cut it out, I might just go do these 'things' they are so worried about me doing! Obviously, they don't ******** trust me!
I have good grades, I do my chores for the most part, I never leave this ******** house! I'm a Junior working on a senior project already. I want to get a book published. I'm already working on that book and close to being done. I want to make a manga and an anime. I want to get into massage school to earn enough money to get into art school!
I'm sick and tired of this! It's not fair! And I'm damn ready to be what they dont want me to be!
If they really think I'll just sink that low... Well then maybe I should...
