sits alone in a world of indecision.
It's so hard to see, tears clouding her vision.
She sings a song into a world of silence.
She dances a dance of utter defiance.
She makes a wish that no-one can hear.
SHe screams aloud tells of her fear.
She takes the blade, her closest friend.
She mumbles "goodbye this is the end"
Her friends are searching all of the school.
you'll never find me her most important rule.
They run to a teacher, tell her there scared.
"she ran off crying we can't find her anywhere."
Now all of the teachers and students alike,
are searching for a girl who's forfeiting life.
The search and search but to no prevail,
now everyones ashamed they know that they've failed.
A girl goes to the toilets and a river of red catches her eye.
She screams for help to any passers by.
The teacher runs in and breaks down the door.
The girl lays dead on the bathroom floor.
No-one noticed though out their search,
she was in the toilets all along, while they were hard at work.
In her grasp a bloody note is folded.
The teacher reads it and the room gets colder.
"Oh what a shame too little too late.
Don't ask why, this was forever my fete.
I tried to get help but I can't be helped.
All the pills in the world couldn't save me from myself.
I am so sorry to those that had cared,
I know that you're searching I can hear you from in here.
To my teacher, forgive me you did your best.
But i gave up long ago, I've got no hope left.
To sister, don't miss me. It won't do you any good.
Be happy move on, we all know that you should.
To everyone else, maybe now you will learn.
To watch what you say, careful who you hurt.
I'll never truely leave this world. In the breeze I shall remain.
and won't someone please but roses above my lonely grave.
Remember all those poems, remember all the drawings?
Use them for inspiration, they'll help you while your morning.
But i don't want you to cry for long. Relax guys, I'm finally free.
Oh miss won't you please do me a favour, read this note at assembly.
That way everyone will know, everyone will understand.
You need to help the people like me, before it gets outta hand.
So adios my childhood nightmare. Farewell my future dreams.
Oh lauren honey do me a favour, tell 'that boy' whats happened to me.
Tell him that it's coz of him that I finally gave up.
Tell him that I love him, and i miss him very much.
Then tell him that I'm sorry, ask him to forgive me.
Then tell him that i'm happy for him. That this is not another tradgedy.
This is something real, my peers, this is simehting true.
I died for family i died for love and I also died for you."
The girl was buried 3 days later in a coffin black with red trim.
Her tombstone was a cross and below was a framed picture of 'him'.
He visited her grave after 3 weeks and cried for all he had said.
Then he pulled out a gun and shot himself in the head.
In his hand a note was found so short and very true.
"you died for me babe so now I'm dieing for you."
No-one shall ever know exactly what went on.
No-one shall even know why it is they're gone.
All they'll know is not to make the mistake, that cost these two their lives.
Careful what you decide not to say, coz might promt a suicide.
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