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I never thought I could miss someone as much as I do right now.
I haven't talked to Davis for three days in a row now and I couldn't be worse off.
I didn't ever think I would be so desperate to talk to someone as I am now... I feel so... empty without having talked to him.
I wonder why this is?
I've never been like this before.
*sighs*
Can I really rely on Davis THAT MUCH to help me retain my sanity? Because I don't feel very sane right now...
Fwegh.
In other news, today I went to the open house for the Art Institute of Dallas.
The classes sound really good, but I don't think I'll spend 30K on it... As much as I REALLY like the setup of the classes, and the multiple Mac labs, and all the features the place has to offer...
I guess I'll go to a normal school. *sighs* I don't know.
I really do want to go to the AI though.
Ah, well...
On the way to the AI though Jeff told me something I didn't want to hear. He told me what I knew was coming...
My other grandpa, the one I'm actually CLOSE to.. not the drunkard one, is dying. He has a cancerous tumor that is growing bigger and taking over and now time will do it's thing as it slowly absorbs the last of the light left in him. O, cruel, cruel world.
"Life's but a shadow..."
Shakespeare was right. It's really depressing.
Jeff made it worse when he told me that he would give up his own life just for me and my siblings to live forever and be happy forever. That made it so much worse, I have tears in my eyes right now just thinking about what he said. No one should wish something like that, it's horrible!
And what's worse is it made me realize even MORE how fleeting and short life really is.
I hate this. All of it.
Hard-knock life..
 Hoshi Okami · Sun Oct 22, 2006 @ 01:08am · 1 Comments |
