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I've lied to all of my friends....and i feel bad about it....and i broke my promise to Ayane Houshi....I promised to stop cutting myself.....but i when i get to depressed to actully think straight that is what happens...before I cut my hand up and lied saying it was my cat.....now I've done it to my arm not noticable...and i feel bad about lying to them all but one of them would report me and i would have to talk to the phicatrist again...and i hate talking to them...they're creepy...and they would put me on happy pills yet again and thoese are horriably nasty....I probably have to be homeschooled so my mom could keep an eye on me and a whole bunch of other crap would happen.....but i still feel bad for lying to them....