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Eh, I feel so horrible. I don't deserve to be this way! After all, it's after finals, and I studied and worked for my mother... I should be enjoying my weekends! What made me feel this way? Oh! I know!

Idiots! My two best friends argued over nothing (really) and I tolerated it. I really did. They both had a horrific showdown (heh), one signed off and one left a silly away message, expressing that he wasn't in the mood for such trival chatting. I really had a tough time, restraining myself to not call either one of them, to just give 'em a bombast lecture about how pissed I was, and how it was utterly, awfully, stupid.

So, I decided to wait in and see how things would work out. When I came back from my little lunch & movie, I logged into a game called Survival Project; I found out they were both online. How fitting.

So, as a loyal and trusting friend, I gave each of them a nice, joyous greeting filled with smiles, pretty flowers, and hearts. I patiently waited for a reply. What do I get in return, you ask?

.."Shut up."

Have they ever paused from thier line of thought, to consider my feelings? Did any reasons in thier mind, struggled to surface and ask for my well being?

I kept my emotions low. I leveled thier feelings above mine, I put thier humanity in front of my own!

Anger rose.

I signed off.

And here I am.

I guess that's what to expect from friends who had known you for years, who promised they wouldn't abuse our friendship. I had to put up with this, often, and my patience as from now, is thin as rice paper.

Heh, I shouldn't get myself caught up in the middle of things.