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Why
I don't understand
Aren't you able to love me for who I am?
You tried to change me
In something that I'm not
How could you say that you love me
When you criticized me nonstop
If you really did love me
you will have let me be who I want to be
Lived your life
And accepted me
Even if I wasn't the person you wanted me to be
I don't know why it's so hard for you to understand
That I don't want to be like you
And stay who I am
You said that you were sorry
But you didn't think it really
You continued to discouraged me
Even after what you had promise to me
Now
It's too late
I hate you more than I hate myself
And sadly for you
I hate myself more than nobody else can
Why didn't you stop
When I asked it to you
Why did you lie to me
When you said that you were sorry
Why won't you understand
That inside
You hurt me badly
My soul won't stop bleeding
But my heart is still beating
I will fight until I find the answer
At the question you left on my mind for me to remember
The first question that still remain
Each time I think about you

Why