I haven't had time to post due to my stupid-busy-crazy senior year....Not to mention, that my dad died last month on the 29th. There. I said it. cry He died from Kidney failure. I think that's enough that I have to say about that...For now, anyway. I hate depressing people. Is that all I'm really good for, I wonder? It seems that's all I've been doing lately...Not that I try to, or anything, but that's what happened over my Christmas vaction...*sigh*
I miss my dad. I wonder if anyone else lost their parent at the same age that I am, or younger. I wonder if talking to them would help. I know they'd understand. My siblings don't want to, but I wonder if that's because I've had a stronger bond with our dad, or something....I still wish they'd talk. Maybe they're not ready, but then again, it seems that they'll never be. I literally think about him all the time, and I even try to talk to my dad too, but then I start crying again. It really hurts. I know he's not in pain anymorw, but it still hurts, especially since it hurts to kow that even before he died, there was still nothing that I could do about any of it. Then again, that's because I'm also only human, right?
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