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it seems so long ago that we mentioned love to each other. "where has that gone?" we laugh. such youthful thinking. now we look to the future & we don't know if we will see each other in it. I feel still a longing for the past, but it isn't the same anymore. I've grown up, you've grown up. how we worry about our personal problems. my depression, your depression. my longing, your longing. how I would go to sleep with you on my mind. hahaha! i blush, to say such things openly. i noticed that i've been talking to you more, drawing more, & writing more. i'm more alive now that someone shows me affection. its wierd like that. i don't know what to think, say, or do. i'm worried that i may disrupt our relationship more now if i move or say something. i wish to keep this tucked into my pocket to recall when i get sad. just tell me you care for me. wish to see me not cut myself. just tell me how you feel. to hear from you is the best cure for this disheartened soul. "just tell me how you feel in 5 words or less." remember me when you get sad, for i will be here for you also.
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it seems so long ago that we mentioned love to each other. "where has that gone?" we laugh. such youthful thinking. now we look to the future & we don't know if we will see each other in it. I feel still a longing for the past, but it isn't the same anymore. I've grown up, you've grown up. how we worry about our personal problems. my depression, your depression. my longing, your longing. how I would go to sleep with you on my mind. hahaha! i blush, to say such things openly. i noticed that i've been talking to you more, drawing more, & writing more. i'm more alive now that someone shows me affection. its wierd like that. i don't know what to think, say, or do. i'm worried that i may disrupt our relationship more now if i move or say something. i wish to keep this tucked into my pocket to recall when i get sad. just tell me you care for me. wish to see me not cut myself. just tell me how you feel. to hear from you is the best cure for this disheartened soul. "just tell me how you feel in 5 words or less." remember me when you get sad, for i will be here for you also.
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