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Kinda like Dear life and
was written on same day as dear life
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Dear Death,
Just a heads up, I am on my way! I have
decided to take away my own life. I know
its wrong but I seriously think it would be
better off this way. Did you know that
today was the day i called it all off? This
very day I have decided to give up for
what I believe in the most. My love for him
is strong but I know he will never love me
back. He has given up on me before we
were even through. I have just learned
something new. He never really cared at
all. All those times together did they mean
anything to him? Does it matter to him,
that I would do anything just to be with him?
I gave him my heart on a silver platter, with
sprinles of trust and hope, and an extra side
dish of love. He was the very reason I smiled.
He was part of me. Now that some of me is
lost I might as well finish me off. The day I
stop loving him will be the day I die. People
tell me to not quit. Well I AM A QUITTER! i
give up. This is a battle I lost. I know I will
never win in this horrible game of love. This
painful game of life.

I bid to thee Farewell.
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