i use to have high standards in finding a girl. i followed a list of no's.
no drinking.
no smoking.
no drugs.
no tattoos.
no piercings that aren't on the ears
no swearing.
problem with that list is as you get older, people acquire these things as they gain money. so now I had to adapt and some days I hate that I had to. now its:
no drugs,
no smoking
no over indulgence of alcohol
the rest, lets face it, in this world I can't pick and chose what I want. my old list would count for 99% of all people in my city. the ones that remain are to religious to want me or to stuck up to want a guy with 1 leg.
the revised list, and here's the funny part, about 92% still. So me finding anyone that follows that list and that I can tolerate for any prolonged time is darn near impossible. always feel like I'm so unique that I'm just made wrong, that my personality is strange and out of place where ever I am.
I'm a guy with:
no pearings
no tattoos
doesn't drink
doesn't smoke
doesn't do drugs
doesn't swear
and no one truly wants me. some times i think it's because they think im boring, other times i think maybe its because im what they arint an what they left behind. im far from innocent, but it would still be nice to not feel so alone because of my choices that make me who i am.
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