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Do you wish to see the Darkness of my Heart?
Sometimes I cant even stand my own journal writings, are you sure you can? Are you really sure? Just checking before you hit that button down there...
I bring a trail of bad luck...
-sigh-
Everywhere I go
I always seem to bring bad luck
it dosent show up at first
but a while later it does

for example...
after I left my elementary school
the whole school started going downhill

when I was in this one boyscout troop for a while
after a while the troop went downhill as well
the leadership deteriorated
and after I left
things only got worse...

now this...
my father's grandmother and grandfater have passed away recently
-sigh-
and now
a scout's father
apparently has cancer

gah...
I really shouldent exist...
things would go better for everyone






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gwennieofsidhe
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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 05:55pm
Life is full of painful horrible awful things. You don't bring them places...things just are that way sometimes. I know sometimes I blame myself when things go wrong because I feel like if it is my fault that then maybe I can figure out a way to fix it. I don't like things being upset outside of my control because it means I have no power to make it better. You have an extreme internal locus of control as I do...I can tell. There's no way that these things that happened were related in any way to you.


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