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-[Ying]-
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I am so sad!
Hey I am sorry I have not posted in a while, I guess life just swept me off my feet and carried me farther than I thought it would...
Well Summer is going good, but like they say "Nothing, and nobody is perfect"... I Found out the meaning of that sentance, today. My cousin, I am not saying who. But I have looked up to her for a long time and I just wanted to be like her. She is sixteen and is was my role . She had everything in the world going for her, great friends, a loving family. But today my father started talking to me about her and dosen't want me to be like her. This is because: We started talking and he said that she tryed to , cuts her skin, welcomes darkness into her life, wants to die, and had s*x(With a c*ndom) So she won't get pregnate. She is 16!
Why does it have to be my favorite cousin? The "Once was 'perfect'" Cousin? She was and may still be; funny, a great drawler, smart and pretty. The things that have changed about those are, She isn't funny because she acts to 'mature' ,she always draws 'dark and depressing' stuff,she is skiping classes, and she started smoking and drinking whitch takes away beauty.
Well, life hurts. But she makes her life hurt. She dosen't know it, but she hurt me and my family more than anything in the world. More than herself.

- Abbie





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Riteo
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comment Commented on: Wed May 31, 2006 @ 03:57am
Ouch very sad indeed someone u wish to be turns out to be something totally different wow...


comment Commented on: Wed May 31, 2006 @ 04:04am
It hurts me to know, I wished to be her.



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-[Shia]-
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comment Commented on: Wed May 31, 2006 @ 04:12pm
Who cares?


comment Commented on: Fri Jun 02, 2006 @ 05:50am
Well, I wasn't sopposed to tell anyone, but since I only know a few people in real life and on gaia I figured no one would tell gonk



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Zane_Venom
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comment Commented on: Fri Jun 02, 2006 @ 04:49pm
Abbie... I'm sorry. And where has her mind gone??? I really wish it would be eaiser in life. But just as they say, "Life is a highway and and there are always traffic jams, road bumps, and wreaks. Though you can't aviod them. You deal with them and move on." Sadly. I don't know what is the traffic jam, road bump, or wreak... They're to hard to tell apart.


comment Commented on: Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 05:43am
Yeah, But it is still not fair to me. I feel so mad.



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Zane_Venom
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comment Commented on: Thu Jun 08, 2006 @ 02:52am
Abbie. Look at everyone you know. Who's life is easy? Tell me one person.


comment Commented on: Fri Jun 16, 2006 @ 07:29am
Broudy! His life is! He is probably dead though! It sucks, he was mine! (A dog people, it was a dog... I am not physco..well mabye a little...)



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comment Commented on: Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 07:39am
He had everything I dog could want!


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