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Long Hiatus
Hello everyone. I know it's been a long time since I've been on Gaiaonline and a very long time since I've posted anything in this journal here. First of all, I'd like everyone to know that originally I was going to make this journal public for all to see. But, due to privacy concerns I decided that I would only share what I wanted my fellow Gaians from all over the world to see. So yeah, maybe that means some deeper thoughts or "insight" (see what I did there) might be left out from the public eye, but it's okay and I'm sure no one will mind. This journal I've set up here on Gaia is kind of like a diary. A half-public diary that is not entirely translucent (joking, I'm not THAT interesting that everyone is reading this right now pshhh mrgreen ).
Why the hiatus and the lack of interest for writing? I grew up. In the last and very recent entry that I posted just five minutes ago, I wrote about change and growing up. I've been a happy member of the Gaiaonline community for such a long time now. I'm actually only 16 years old but I started playing Gaia when I was only 9. Yes, it's been 7 long years. I started to lose interest when I was 14 and that was when I didn't log in everyday anymore. My Gaia friends never went online and I was busy with other stuff, real life events and all that. I began to enjoy having somewhat a better life out in the real world rather than on here at Gaia glued to the screen because I was lonely and sad. I still am, but I'm on a journey to change and I'm not going to get too deep into that part of my life in this entry. Okay, so that only explained the hiatus from Gaia.
What about the writing? A year before I decided to take a break from Gaia, I was starting to enjoy a new-found interest; writing in the Gaia forums. Honestly, I don't love writing, but it's something that people say I'm great at and I wanted to improve anyways so I decided to practice my writing skills on this one particular thread. It was amazing and I enjoyed the practice. I stopped shortly before my hiatus because like I said, I enjoy writing, but I'm not in love with it as some people are. So....yeah it's not my biggest commitment, but because people keep saying I'm a good writer and I do get high scores in reading and writing, I've decided to continue writing and reading again. You know, getting to really enjoy it instead of dreading it. Yeah, I stopped reading after sixth grade because I don't know, stuff happened. Emotional things, blah blah.
So, that explains my hiatus and I hope you enjoyed reading my long entry which I will not go back to edit because it's late and I'm tired. Goodnight fellow Gaians~ cat_3nodding
P.S. Slightly cringing at myself for this post and maybe the last one because I'm talking as if I'm such a popular blogger. I really need to start blogging or something >_>
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