First Post on Gaia Journal
Hello guys, I'll tell you something about me. My name is Yasmine Jai, I live in Belgium with my parents and brother and I have 3 fishes.
I'm 17 years old and my hobbies are drawing and watching movies/series/anime.
I was happy person, also someone who laughed a lot, but I've had a hard depressing period. emotion_bandaid
I've been depressed for about 5 years. I cut myself, just to forget the pain in my heart. It was really difficult to get out of those horrible thoughts, but I've been clean for like 4-5 months.I'm pretty proud about that. emotion_yatta
I never actually told anyone about it. Only like 3 years after I started I told a guy, who became my best friend. He tried to help me so much, but it just didn't work. No matter how hard he tried. Eventually things were getting worse. I did 4 suicide attempts, 2 times while cutting in my wrist and 2 times I took an overdose of pills. The last attempt was the overdose with sleeping pills (I don't quite remember things). I was tired and I didn't know what was actually happening. I was sent to the doctor and he send me to the hospital where they found several medicines in my blood. After that I was immediatelly sent back home to pack my bag and leave to an open psychiatric hospital, where I've been staying for 5 weeks. Things were going so well, I met new people and I learned how to fix my problems and quit cutting and hating myself. emotion_bigheart
I'm still seeing my psychologist sometimes,but I feel like things are getting back to how they were before s**t happened.
So now you know a little bit more about me. Questions are always welcome and I will try to post some more stuff. yum_puddi
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