Yes MUSIC is the one who keeps me sane in these past years. Ever since then it was my only joy to hear my favorite songs and add it to my mp3 collection, including the books I do posses and have read. Other than that I have nothing, ever since the world I have build since my childhood have stolen from me, those are the only ones that is keeping me happy and escape this vulerable reality of my life. It does sounds so pathetic reading this but that is my reality. But I do live it out alright if I do say so. And it sounds that I'm too DRAMATIC the one who reads this might think I'm such a ******** a*****e. I too am think that I was an a*****e ********! Ahhhhh..... My life really is full of s**t that one can even think that death is the only thing that'll makes this life alright. Well WHATEVER! Just wanna let this all outta my chest it is so hurting DAMMIT!!! Oh wells life moves on it does not stop for anyone whoever and whatever happens to them. LIFE MOVES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON.................. AND ON............. AND.........ON........ Whatever comes in your life, one thing is for sure that'll make this all nonsense make senses. IS THAT HAVING TO LIVE IN THIS BEAUTIFUL WORLD IS THE MOST WONDERFUL GIFT FROM THE CREATOR ABOVE. NOW IT DOES ALL MAKE SENSE!