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Why do things have to be this way? I hate people....One of my two best friends is moving away, and I seem to want to slip back into my old habits. I thought so much on it lastnight that I almost got into my jewlery box, I almost dug to the bottom! Instead I worked on braiding the front right side of my hair for two hours while crying....It made for a good hairstyle for today but still...People keep bringing up stupid st and I can't take it any more. People are assuming things of me, well I tell you assuming only makes you into an a not me. For now I want to be alone, I want to lock myself up in my room and listen to music...I want to cry if I wish and no one make fun of or ask me why. I want someone to be there for me to lean on but I don't have that. All I have are insensitive people around me. If anyone knows anything about me they know what I've done in my past and they know if I sink back into it, then it will mean Death.....