My hope is killing me
If I could only tell myself, it's over, and there's nothing you can do about it: he's gone. If I could tell myself that, then I could sleep at night, I could breath and live again.
But no, this hope inside me keeps burning. For some reason I keep hoping something will happen and everything will be okay, some miracle will happen and I'll get to see him again someday.
I wont see him again. But this stupid hope wont let me believe that.
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Please be strong Christa. I've told you before how strong a person you are. If I could change anything in the world, just one thing. World hunger, the war. If I could change just one thing, it would be to stop the pain you're going through. I've never wished to see something like this ever happen. Least not to one of my friends. So please, even if hope burns you alive, keep it. Because without hope, the world is nothing but darkness.
Even if it does like everything is in darkness, it's not. There's still chance. Pray for it. Plead with all your might. Blakes parents already said that they don't want Gregg to go to jail, if they get up and say that, he may not have to. Just be strong. And remember, if you ever need people to cry with, you'll always have your true friends.