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Today, I cried my eyes out because I realized that I have a bipolar disorder. I don't really know what made me cry like this before, but I couldn't stop. It was the first time that I truly wanted to kill myself. I suppose if I were to get into that situation again, I'll have to get some help. For the time being, I'll just have to deal with life, since I can't afford another hospital bill. emo