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I'M AN IDIOT!!!

All those times when I was being so difficult, he still stood by me giving his all-out understanding even if he's already at his wit's end. He apologized a thousand times for something so shallow but all I did was to make the situation even more complicated. GAAAWWDD I hate myself right now! How could I be so insensitive and a total b***h?! He clearly doesn't deserve that sad Re-reading our convos, I'm not wondering anymore why he dated another girl. He was really trying his best to make it up to me, but then all I did was give him a cold shoulder and one-word replies.

GAWD im such an idiot!! Well then, however, I think it's for the best. I wouldn't want him to end up with someone like me either. He deserves better. I just couldn't help but cry while remembering the things that we both shared, how we used to laugh and talk all day and all night. I miss him sad I hope he's happy right now.

I miss you. So bad. cry