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Well I haven't written anything in a while @.@ Sorry sorry~ Ah so let's see... I've been drawing more, which stops me from writing ^^" Not that people seem to mind much, no one's requested me to write anything, but they have requested me to draw. So hmm...

Well right now I'm working on a Transformers picture and after that it's some OC art that I really should get finished sweatdrop After that it's requested art of Invader Zim

I also need to update my blog... ehehe I am really behind on some of the things I need to be doing lately...... hmm what's something interesting... ah yes!

I went to see Dark Knight Rises with a few friends it was fun, until I started a popcorn war and lost terribly... ehehe me and my damn space bubble. But still, no one tried to kill us! So that's a relief, though I think my friend was trying to kill me by space invasion overload.... and I suppose I'm not being nice by not saying what he did. But we were in a movie theater, sitting next to eachother, and I have space issues. If someone can't guess what it was that he did, then they've never gone on a date with someone at the movie theater razz But uh.. it wasn't a date soooo.... eheh... WELL what he did was he threw popcorn at me, so I threw some back (bear with me) and I continued throwing popcorn becuase it irritated him and I found it funny, well eventually he started to threaten me (blah blah blah about how I'd lose this "war" blah blah blah etc etc) and I ignored him (ah... bad idea on my part) and continued throwing popcorn at him. So he finally had enough of that, told me I was going to lose one last time, dared me to throw one more piece of popcorn (I was actually scared of what he might do, so I stopped for a bit, BUT of course I had to throw another piece of popcorn) So I got bored again, threw another piece, and what did he do? He put his arm around me, total personal space invasion not that I really fought it, I brought that on myself. My friend said he had his arm around me for an hour (that Batman movie is so damn long). Ah so yeah that was awkward... and totally didn't help the "We aren't ******** dating, please stop asking thank you very much" case we have. Because we AREN'T dating, and I don't know why people think that. I mean yeah we do s**t like that, but we're just messing around. I don't have boundaries with people, I mean do I like them invading my space? Ahaha.. no stare but if my friend were to kiss me, and say it was just because and that it didn't mean we were dating, would I slap him and call him a jackass? No, well I might call him a jackass, but it wouldn't be because he invaded boundaries. And no. I am not a damn slut. Not all small town girls are sluts. Some of us are perfectly happy being a virgin. I just don't have boundaries with friends, and for some reason people take that wrong way, either I'm lesbian (I hold hands with girls, it's fun) or I'm a slut (I actually act like myself with guys, so yes sometimes s**t happens that makes me look that way) OR I'm in a relationship with them(this sometimes goes back to the slut thing, mainly because my friend is a known stoner, BUT I am proud to say he's been clean for quite some time)

Ah wow I really ranted about that for a bit, sorry if that made me sound like I was blaming you, my dear reader, but I wasn't. I was just ah.... rudely and angrily mentioning it for your benefit? xD But really, I've been called slut, lesbian, so on and so forth. And I gotta say... it still bugs me xD the slut part anyways, being Bi gives me the shield to ignore the lesbian comments, and it's not like I discourage them anyways (although I did call this guy a jackass once, in front of two kids I went to middle school with, both are now somewhat snotty and the fact that all they did was laugh made me hate them quite a bit, though I shouldn't have expected anything, after all one had eight years to stand up for me and the other two to three, if they didn't do it then, why now?) But anyways, am I used to it? Yes, very much so. Do I like it? Considering my rantings earlier, do I have to answer this? sweatdrop





**2015 EDIT**
I barely talk to both girls that laughed at me that day, but we're all on a good basis.
Forgiveness is a wonderful thing, and it's also very easy to do for something as stupid as what happened.
Also.
I did end up dating the guy from the fourth paragraph.
And, oh, did I pay for it.