Had a really bad day today.
My Period was three weeks late- it freaked me out.
I'm used to having an irregular period but it normally isn't more than a week or so when it is late.
now the cramps are so bad I can hardly stand up- let alone keep anything down. I thought I was going to pass out at work today- I kept on feeling weird pangs in my stomach and started hyperventilating at one point.....maybe i've caught that weird bug going around town.... XP it'd explain a lot.
i've lost ten pounds in the past two days. I think it's probably from this nausea i've been feeling. xp
I also managed to get chewed out at work by my manager when she found out I was behind on cleaning because one of the other girl's basically ditched me in the middle of the evening rush. Jes' wouldn't listen when i tried to explain what had happened-
Chelsey, Kuri, James, Jessy, and everyone think i should start looking for another job again. I really don't know. I like working at the cafe, but i'm not getting enough hours or making enough money. Plus I'm tired of taking the fall for everyone's crap.
I really don't know what to do.
I felt horrible about it earlier- but right now i'm somewhere in between getting over it and a large plate of hummus and crackers (I.E- comfort food.) .....maybe i'll have some icecream later....If my stomach can handle it.....
This sucks. I rarely eat when i'm upset. In fact- I generally avoid food on days like this- it's not good to eat and eat and eat because you feel miserable.
....Chelsey found out I skipped lunch again.
So I'm eating now. (BecauseIdon'twanthertodriveoverhereandeatmysoulfornoteating >.>; That woman is terrifying when she's on a Rant.)
On a happier note- I did get to see a good friend of mine from highschool today. I was really shocked- Mike's gotten like SUPER BUFF. eek It's a little frightening....he used to be like a scarecrow. eek wtf happened man?
Had fun catching up- and i'm glad to hear he and Bobbye are doing alright. I even got some news about how Marina's doing after the whole Nico-incident. Maybe I'll get a chance to talk with her or one of the girl's next time they come up for a visit.
I'd like that. biggrin
Still waiting for the RP to continue- Pip is back and so's Orchid. I think everyone is waiting on Kurama to kick off where we are again. I hope she comes back. It's a really good RP.
Anyway- I'm going to go drown my sorrow's in food now. Goodnight Gaia. heart
P.S- I finally caved. After four grueling years of avoiding it- I am finally watching Naruto . crying In my defense- It is against my will. Mostly.
Anywhore- the reason WHY i'n watching it is that if I finish the series, chels' will read a book series I heart - so i'm going to put myself through it, I'm on episode 88.
Only 500,000,0000,0000,0000,0000 more to go. emo
I gotta say one perk I wasn't expecting was that the Snake ***** is a lot bitchier than i remember when Tara and Marina put me through the first season. rofl It's funny to laugh at him- rofl .
Also discovered another series, Ao no Exorcist - or Blue Exorcist. Going to watch the first and maybe second video tonight.
....And yes THIS is what college students do. Sit at the house and watch anime and play video games....
Goodnight Gaia! heart
 Lillium Sadi · Mon Jul 16, 2012 @ 08:10am · 0 Comments |
