You said last week
that you couldn't be with one
one such as myself.
I've been devastated in a way since.
Over the time of not being together,
you realized, thought, and knew
that you missed me.
I took it the wrong way,
I forced myself to turn away from the feeling,
and ignore it until you finally showed it.
I knew you would act like that,
but why must you play this game.
My heart is not a toy,
it resembles glass more.
It may contain an amount of a substance,
it can overflow,
and it can break.
It's fragile existence does not want a transient feeling,
it wants something that will last a while,
not 2 months...
You want me back is what you imply,
but I'm not positive if you know for sure.
I've been in quite a dilemma,
one that you've put me in.
All of these entries
have indeed been about you.
You tried to prove that you loved me,
but is that really all?
I'm not sure if it's a good thing,
or anything at all.
It's quite the touch you have,
to make me feel this way.
Should I feel neglected,
or should I stay away?
 Fujiwa Enoki · Sun May 27, 2012 @ 01:50am · 0 Comments |
