I'm at my end, I just don't know what to do anymore. I quit. I don't want to be a part of life anymore. I don't want to die either though. There's no way out. There isn't a damned thing I can do. I can't continue like this but there is no way I can get out of it either. I don't deserve to be alive anymore. I just want to fall into a coma and never wake up. Why does life have to be this way? There has to be something better. How can it possibly be worth it? I can't breath any more, Crying only makes it worse. Cutting just hurts myself and the ones I love. It's just a temporary fix. I can't make it stop, all the pain, all the depression, the torture I put myself through. My emotions, my brain.... they can't take anymore... I can't take anymore. How much do I have to take? How much longer. There's no way.... I just can't.... not any more... please don't make me like this anymore. Please, someone save me... something..... anything. Just make it all stop... Make it all go away. Please....
 Xelyn Craft · Mon Apr 23, 2012 @ 04:21am · 2 Comments |
