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*Is it really hard to make journal entry?
Yes.
*Why
Well it's like drawing, I can't make myself do it. Actaully it's nothing like drawing; more like trying to build a castle in minecraft. No it's-
I can't do anything creative anymore. I can force myself to the brink and to give up. I have about 38 unfinished sketches hand, head, eye, sword. each in a page because i give up. Why? who know's, i don't know. My imagination is out of control because i can't make it come true. Thus it's makin it's own way out.

Apparantly i've been writing *Alot of poems
*How come you can do that but not simply draw?
My friend... I have no clue..

The other jounral entry's i've made was me forcing myself. This problem has been around for few years but before it was just there then not. Now it had progress to a out of control point.

*Are you just sick in the head?
I could only believe...