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The inner me

I'm that girl who crying without anyone seeing it.

I'm that girl who hurts herself without anyone knowing it.

I'm that girl who is smile but is hurting inside.

I'm that girl who guides arrow but doesn't know what's right.

I'm that girl who shines but doesn't glow in the dark.

I'm that girl who's kind but never feels the mark.

I'm that girl who'd fight for someone Else's rights.

But I'm also that girl who can't sleep at night.

Outside I'm pretty, I'm glowing, I'm strong. cool

But inside, I'm hurting, knowing I don't belong.

I think of that weight that just hangs above me,

Dropping onto my shoulders ever so slowly. neutral

I don't fight it, I don't struggle,

I just hold it up.

The force on my shoulders,

I'm begging it to stop. gonk

But I just hold it together,

And keep the smile on my face.

Just hoping that one day,

Someone can take me from this place.