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My oasis on the sea was pure and perfect
Now
my oasis on the sea is scarred with impurities
I
thought I could escape it all with you
but
why do i feel you are the one who scarred it?
I'm
wandering aimlessly trying to escape the noise
Time
moves too fast joy can not last
I
used to drea of this but now it's my nightmare
This
is way too complicated my head is spinning it is teirling
On
myshoulders and its going to come unscrewed
Why
did the good times have to end bringing me
Nothing
but dread.wishing i was dead. i dont feel you anymore.
It's
just like you were gone. this is all wrong
We're
drifting apart. this ocean is growing far too fast.
Don't
leave me here. you're all i've got left
Tearing
at my heart dont make me cry again. we can't be that
Different
I'm pleading to stop the bleeding. So now what to do?
You're
less and less in my dreams.how many times do you think of me?
I
just want to seeone more day with you. And no one
Else
but you.sunset waves goodbye. are you with the sun?still on the run
From
me? Why can't I see what you want from me?how close are we
To
the finish line?The end of the race draws closer than i think.
Life's
too short to be this complicated. Are you the one to save
Me
Or am i the fly in your soup? the dead flower in your
Garden
can you save me? I'm sinking down. I'm slipping away.
So
will I die today?And will it end soon? My dreams confuse
Me
because of what he said, becuase of what she said, because of what you said.
Because
of what you did.
So that's why I'm asking "Why?" why can't i see you?
Why
are you acting so strange?why did i rush?i've ruined
Everything
yeah, i know it.ccan i fix it? nothing will make me happier than to
Make
you ahpy.why are you determined to stop me? don't you want to be
Happy
do me a favor, just lean on me. because otherwise I'm
Lost
and all i want is you.