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my tears wont fall and yet
im desperate to get them out

trapped but still falling.
in the curse of jealousy and despair.
the moment i see my redemption.
you cloud it with your false.

life is written in ink it cannot be undone.
with all my regrets yet i still feel for you.
trying to avoid but you are an addiction.
i feel as if our love was sin.
filled with only the grease of lust.
and covered with lies.

yet i quest for you still.

when i leave you all i can do is try.
you fill me with guilt you make me feel this because you love it.
you follow the pleasures not considering another.
not even one you claim to have feelings for.

you will know when i get out.
because when i do.
you will never hear a word out of this mouth again.