Looking back through my files of the Calendar girls, I found a lot of information missing. Much of what I did find got me thinking, did I choose what the girls looked like or did I just base them off the pictures I found? Did those pictures inspire them or did they actually wrap around them? The only one I can be sure wasn't based off any picture is September... she's just... ragged. There are no pictures like her. She's the gamer who like shuts herself in. She doesn't take care of her appearance even though she could be stunning. She has skunk like hair, which reminds me of my mother's little incident a few years ago XDDD that was a comforting token in her appearance. She reminds me a lot of my connection with my mother. September is told a lot that she could be pretty and when she does dress up, she is bombarded by talk of her appearance. It bothers her. In her opinion, natural beauty should be good enough. But she also takes the stance that make-up is just the root of evil. It leads to pink and cheerleaders and one-hour phone calls with friends XDD just like me when I was younger. All of them have parts of me, t'of course.
I forgot that I had a band story I started a long time ago =A= guess I forgot cause it didn't get far. It was mostly my pathetic attempt to join the wagon with everyone else who made it trendy to make band stories and to take the Twelve characters into a new setting, one where I wouldn't need to do as much work XDDD cause I would need to make a whole new world for them if I ever did continue their story - as in flesh it out, there is already an end written.
[/ sigh] he didn't want to see the movie so I didn't ask him to come with. The movie was good. I cried twice - which I never do in theaters. Maybe once but never do I cry twice in a movie theater. I think the one exception was He's Just Not That Into You. But, that is one of my fav movies now... so.... yea. I love sports movies. The movie used cool effects and I found myself wondering "what are you thinking? What are you feeling?" in the intense moments, trying to empathize with the coach. I wish there was more for the assistant guy to do - to allow him more time but I suppose that was his role. [/ shrug] they were good. It's hard to forget that it's Brad Pitt and judge it only on the quality of the movie. I like him as an actor, though he does have his quirks which shine through in each of his movies. If you notice, he almost always has this backhanded comment he says, most of the time with a "tch" sound. Double check his movies. It's there. Ocean's Eleven - there. 12 Monkeys - there. Fight Club - there. Seven - there. Interview With A Vampire - there. Yup. I have quite a few Brad Pitt movies >.>
I worked more on artttts~ I drew the guy with his top hat. He changed his avi on me though D> so now I dun know if I got it completely right. I don't think he likes me much... whatever. [/shrug] I guess you can't please all people but it doesn't bring me down or make me think of him less if he doesn't like me. There are other reasons I look down on him >.> but it is a semi-lit to lit roleplay I suppose... He doesn't interact with me either so I dun need to worry yet.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world