Gosh, Journal..
I don't think I've ever felt so many emotions in such a short period of time before..
Heartache and agony... Hurt and betrayal... Love and happiness...
I don't get it. I almost wish that I could never feel anything ever again.. But then I'd miss out on all the good stuff...
I do have feelings for him.. And it brings both pain and suffering.. along with such happiness and laughter.. and joy..
I wish he felt the same.. one sided love is so difficult..
I know I shouldn't.. Ugh, nevermind..
I think I'm done here. When I have the strength to go on, I will. For now, just... believe in you. Because I love you and I'm here for you... And you KNOW that you can come to me with anything... I trust you and I want to be in your heart..
JezebeIIe · Sat Sep 17, 2011 @ 03:06am · 0 Comments |