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Saturday I spent the day with Kitty. We watched air; laughed, joked, and felt sad over the film. A pleasant experience. We also had some pizza which we've enjoyed. Although, her love life is only getting worse. It just kills me deep inside to know that she is going through this type of pain. I guess this is what it means to be in this sort of friendship; pain and joy. I almost don't know how we feel about each other. I almost feel like we hate each other in a good way. We take advantage of one another so we can just go home, and feel nothing. I get a temporary female companion without emotional bonding of any type. And she gets free food, games, gifts and stuff. As much as we benefit from each other, we just intentionally hurt one another as well.

Cynthia seems to be keeping in touch. Saturday night, she sent me a text. I did text her that morning, and she seems to really appreciate the thought. She sent me a pic of her bedroom, I can only think of naughty things about it. Sunday, we talked for a second and decided to meet each other soon. I hope things go well.