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No, actually, I need to let these emotions out. Sorry, Mat. Maybe I should list them in bullet form so they'd be less fuzzy?

The broken family thing seems to affect me in some small way now. Yeah, didn't think I'd give in to that s**t before, but ah, what the hell. It's all gotta come crashing down in some point of my life.

Probably related to that, my financial future doesn't seem to bright either if I don't start upping the ante right now. Gotta work on those skills and gradually improve my career. Though being a game tester right now really is great and fun. Not many people really enjoy and have fun with their job, so I'm thankful. But I just gotta remember to set the alarm and be sure to wake up when it's time!

Oh, and probably another thing that's been bothering me is women. Ah, so hard to understand and obtain for some people (like me) but others treat them like dirt and they stick to them. ********.

Oh and not to mention my health. While it seems to have improved over the last couple of months, it looks like it might just be a short lift before a great drop. Gotta improve on this area too. (So go to ******** sleep now, Mat.)

I hope this isn't just a bunch of words I'm typing but rather some sort of resolution.