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I am desperately trying to keep my peace right now, it is very hard when your heart feels like it's running the marathon, when your blood feels like its a waterfall never to end. Why can't I let it go? It will get me into a place where I would never leave...and it will give me a name that will never leave...and a feeling that would make me wanna do it all over again...the thought of winning a fight...and just feeling the feeling I don't know what the hell I am talking about but I need this...I need this release....whatever I am gonna punch someone in the face and gaia and the people talking to me are the ones keeping me from it THANK YO GAIA