wow its been awhile since i wrote in my journal i had deleted all my other entys oh well... not the over the top bold person i use to be esspecially when life just suks but the music n drawing cn fix that right ? heh.. guess not... some people tell me to listen to dolphine noises to calm me down when it just pisses me off the freaking annoying squeaking noise drives me insane...... then when i tell them hard core scremo calms me down they look at me like im a retard .... but hey u listen to the words n its relaxing but when listening to the emo music i just drift off into the horrid past .. *sighs* im just sick of having to smile for eveyone n act like evrything is alright when its clearly not heh.. only 2 people notice n they say i seem like a diffrent person .. mabe i have some akward split personality i dont know about wouldnt that just be the fuking topping on the cake of my fuked up life ha...
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