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I do hate being me ok!
Why do i have to live this life why cant i just roll over dead it would be helpful to the world... i cant keep a friendship or relationship i try meeting new people and they beg me todo stuff then i say why i cant why i am unstable and then they look at me like i am a freak....so here i am gonna put everything wrong with me... i dated a guy named jeremy and he was over obsessed i was almost raped and i have been sexual harassed by 6 guys and 1 took it to far i tried comitting suicide... and i have been constantly rejected by people because how i look and my weight i am who i am i am sorry if u dont like it i cant do anything... i dont trust people because that just causes more pain to me ... i try not to do stuff because i constantly get told i am a mess up and i ruin everyones life... i spend most my days living in my closet in the dark listening to my ipod... i am a redneck and the one thing i know i can trust is a horse and i am only happy around a horse... i dont call people friends because in 3 days to a month i am an enemy of theirs...I am sorry i can not be a good enough person for u males to like and i am sorry i cant be thin as actors or u but i am who i am and i wish i could change that because i am done with this life it hasnt amounted to anything but tears...
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