Eh no one reads this, i just feel really bummed today for some odd reason. I miss him more than ever, and I feel it wont get better, Im not really happy in this place either, yes i have two jobs but iv jet to reach a financial point where is feel secure. I just wan tot bang my head on my desk and hope i forget this pathetic mood of mine, or at least be able to cope with these feelings once more. I used to paint draw read,I used ot be able to just hang out with my friends and enjoy my time, all i do now is distance my self form people so it wont hurt as much when we are a apart. sigh i just had to get that off my chest
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