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I learn love can be happy and perfect but it can also break ur friendships with some of ur friends. Marisia, one of my friends saw wat i wrote in these journals on viccy's ipod. Marisia then assumed that i had already kissed victoria(i didn't btw). I dont think she has a crush on me, i think marisia loves me but the only thing is that i dont love her back. She asked me if i had a crush on her, and she wrote this on a note "I want to know if you truely have a crush on me because viccy says your scared to say the truth sometimes." well its true, i have trouble saying the truth, especaily about my feelings. However because of this i was scared to hurt your feelings, you thought i was lieing when i said i didn't have a crush on you. You actually think i do, but i don't. I said that i don't have a crush on you and i only want you as my best friend.

I got to be with victoria again on the bus and i sat on my foot which made me tip over to her. I fell to her, viccy said that it was fine to her. I knew she liked it and i liked it too. I wish there were more bi/gay/lesbian people in the world so we wouldn't get picked on, so it'll be normal. I did love victoria, and i know she loves me. I wanna give her kiss but i can't, all of my chances were ruined by something. I was going to give her a kiss on the cheek this morning but i was too shy. I wish it was okay for me to kiss a girl at school since im a girl too. Being in love with someone of the same gender is hard to stay in love with without getting picked on. I know that many people always pick on my friends, especaily Marisia and Victoria. I could say i love victoria as many times i want but it wont make a difference. People will find out one day, they will pick on the both of us. They'll hurt us, but my feelings for victoria will never change, never.

I don't wanna be shy anymore. I look up to Victoria like she is my shining silver star. She is Sailor Fire. I only match people up to the sailor scout to wat best matched them. Im the shining star out of all of my friends. I shine the best, with happiness, love, and care. I'll do anything to save my friends, familly, and my planet even though it means risking my own life. My character is Sailor Silver. Silver gives off the best light along with her other best friend Sailor Star. Star however is to be energetic with happiness. She knows how to rock out and relax when needed. Pink is believed to make changes into people, she can change their feelings and overpowers people while imitating them by what the hate the most. Fire is believed to be fierce, competitive, and heart warming.

Well ummm, well....i got no more to say so uhhh ya~