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Crying helps me relize many things
I've cried many times and im sure other people has too. I have watched like the whole season of Kannazuki no miko and cried on every episode were chikane-chan was upset. I totally understand how she feels. Himeko, do you really love me? Do you know how i feel about you? I've cried everytime and it reminds me of many things. Im crying right now, this is definatelly love i feel. My love is appearntly strong right now. I never understood how love felt like few years ago. When i was with that other boy, that was never love. I understand it now, wat it truely is. This is how i feel. Does she really love me back? I dont know that, i dont know how she really might feel about me. Is it just as strong or is it not close? Mines is strong and the ribbon is so tight it is starting to cut my skin. I never want to let go of this feeling, the real feeling of love, sadness, hate, and...this last feeling i can not describe. The feeling that is not love nor hate. Its not the middle feeling either. The feeling of when u cry of sadness so much it makes u smile...wat is that called? Why do i cry but smile like its a good thing?
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