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It's amazing how much i've learned in one day and tht day is today. Pink again was getting all nosy but wasn't as much on my case with me carrying a block everywhere XD She noticed that Ying Yang necklace i had. I have the ying part (the white side) and she got all suspicious and i had this kinda face =.= okay this was in the afternoon! lets go bak 2 when it was 5am in the morning.

I wake up from my parents getting ready to leave for work. I was super dizzy and ended up hitting the wall as i tried walking to the door. I was excited to show Fire the colorful book i made her. Last night i had put the small book under my pillow wishing Fire a happy life and gave i a little kiss before putting it under ~chu. Then i was out cold in an hour. When i was up on my room holding onto the door trying to get steady the book was the first thing i remembered. I wasn't paying atention to wat was happening in the world at the moment. Not about wat Pink had told me on the phone strictly, school, eating, or anything. A bunch of things about Fire went through my head, about giving her a visit, the present, and maybe a kiss v////v i was ready to faint right there while holding on the door, no kidding, so i went to my bed and lied there for a while.
Time and the world came back to me a half hour later. I rushed to my brothers room and shook him like crazy trying to wake him up. He sure loves to sleep in. I only had ten minutes before i was late. I then smacked my brother's back and he finally got up. Then i dashed away and put on my clothes. Then i ran in to the kids living room otherwise playroom and my papers for school were everywhere. It was 6:32 am and i shoved everything into my bag. My pre-algebra book was impossible to put in plus it weighs 2 tons XP carrying that on my back totally hurt. it was 6:34 when i was done. I went on my computer until it was 6:40. Then i reliezed i was doing the same thing that i did with icozplayalot to VictoriaKagamine(yep thats Fire). I would smile when i notice she was on and then freaked out when she got off. I gotta learn not to overreact =.= but its hard not to when this is the person ur........ yeah.
When it was 6:40 i left the house and walked to Fire's house instead of running, since the day before i ran and almost fell on my butt when i tripped. I loved seeing Fire. No one understands me more than she does, seriously no one does -_- no one else notices my sadness, how upset i can get, and maybe cuz were like twins since its creepy how we do the same exact things at the same time or place. When i was walking down i had one of my songs (ones i made up on the way) stuck in my head till i got to period 2 at my school. i kinda remember the lyrics ill just put them in my other journal, the one in my Four Swords Blue Maiden account.

The sun was shining down at my right side. And i was standing around in Fire's driveway. It was a cold morning, and i was wearing a skirt. I sang to myself my song called "Don't leave me Alone" quietly. Then when i was about to finish up the song i turned around and saw Fire. I've never felt so happy to see someone, plus i get to see her every school day on the bus and been able to talk to her online. However seeing her in rl makes me glad.
She comes up to me, stops, and pulls something out of her pocket. That something was a part of a ying yang necklace. She gave me the white half which i believe is the yang. Tht means she has the black one or the ying. I put mines on by myself no sweat and then pulled out the book i made for her.
What the pages said:
Page 1: Watashi wa
Page 2: anata
Page 3: o
Page 4: aishite
pg 5: -////- oh s**t
pg 6: WATASHI WA ANATA GA SUKI!!! (i like u!)
pg 7: uhhh WAIT! thts not it 0.0;
pg 8: w-w-watashi
pg 9: watashi wa anata o aishite
pg 10: translation ((of pg 9)) i love you (i drew a picture of us together)

Like a second after she finished looking through the small packet she asked me to help her put on her necklace. Fire held it up towards her face but it was still on her neck. That meant i had to be in front of her face to help her. I always tend to daydream while im in a position i wanna be in. In my daydream while i was helping Fire, i looked up at her and gave her a kiss on the cheek. Too bad i didn't happen T.T everytime i daydream something it never comes true but when i say the thing aloud it comes true. If u think im lieing, im not, but if u still do then wateva.

Now lets get bak to the part with Pink asking about the Ying Yang necklace. She asks "Did Josh give that to you?"
i shook my head, "Nope,"
she grabbed my arm,"Then who?"

bell rings and ruins moment. I was kinda nervous to tell her, since after wat happened yesterday. I was already starting to get stressed out plus i had a test next period after study hall (im in period 3). I know Pink likes me. She is crazy trying to get me, she has grabbed my hand, arm, and face which i dont wanna mention any more about. However she only likes me as in has crush NOT in love with me. Im really sorry to say but i has no interest in Pink. SORRY uhhhh -////- there is a difference between like and love. One is much much more serious and stronger. That is love ofcourse. Alright im gonna come out with it I LOVE VICCY. I fell for her and ihope Pink isn't too upset. I havnt told her yet. She told me though that Fire agreed to the 3 way dating plan. I completely disagreed with it. Im totally against it. Who cares if its just dating, in my opinion u should only date one person at a time! However most ppl would disagree, but i just...*sigh* i cant agrue with Pink. She knows how to debate perfectly and she always win. I hate that. I can on about things i dont like about her and reasons why i wont date her but i'd rather not. Im to stressed out from the day i had today.