"When the angel came to life
She didnt know what to do
Cause all of those around her
Gave her nothing but the boo.
So she would hide away, deep and dark
Inside her uncovered soul
Letting out her cryful bark
She hopes to reach her goal.
As her life creeps forward quietly
In this silence her screaming goes ignored and feared.
The voices of the other worlds
Make her live in pain and agony
They wanted her to live in thiers
But she forced on to live in this harshness
This is what you dont see
This angel is me."
"Pain is the greates, yet worest thing that scars my life
All those suffering and hate
I cannot take it anymore
no freedom
friends dying
too much hurtness
Is this what God mends life with?
And still the question repeats;
Why?
Why me?
Why canit i be happie?
It seems that it will drown in my river of pain
Deep inside my head
This will never be answered."
"A place all alone
Where i can be happie
Its just a dream
I try to reach it every day
But everytime i have just some hope
Its taken by the things you say
My feelings come back
But then the tears soon follow
Dripping down this face
Falling into darkness
The dwelling of my fears
With frozen thoughts left behind
From this life with no freedom."
"This feeling deep inside of me is growing everyday
I dont know what to do
I dont know what to say
I dont know how to feel
Or if i should be feeling anything.
Everytime i try my best, all i get is yelled at
Everytime i have a question, all i get is lectured at.
What the ******** do they want me to do??
Sit in my room and scream my pain away?
This hurt is making me sivk
I feel tired but cannot sleep
I feel sad but cannot cry
Why cant they see what theyre doing to me?"
"Tears full of pain
Ive lost my way
Thoughts running through my head
My body walks but im still here.
With the tears ive shown
I could feed a flower
But with the uncried tears
I could fill another sea."
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