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Sometimes i feel really lost. I feel like i'm not where I'm supposed to be. I don't think I belong in my family either. No one in my family is quite like me, and I think they hate me because of it. I can think of only a few people right now who are glad to see me when they get too. My mother and my father do not come to mind. They never beleive anything I say or do, and they always side with my stupid brother and sister. I'm not their favorite anymore, and I question if I ever was-even when I was an only child. At school nothing really makes me feel better about my life.But when I'm ignoring the fact thatmy life sucks hard, i guess i feel a little better. Ignorance is bliss after all. There are people I know who should try to live by that rule. I think it's probably the basis of life as we know it. but even if i try to ignre my parents and siblings, they don't go away-so i feel no bliss. The only person i can talk comftorably about these issues is you-the reader of my journal. You, who has stuck with me, and tolerated my phsyco ranting like a good freind I can rely on. Even though I don't know you, I still thank you for being a friend I can trust. I don't feel so lost anymore.