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Bad day. Never in my life had I wanted to kill so many people at once. I don't believe in cutting myself, but I wanted to, just to relieve the rest of the pain. So I yelled at those damn kids to shut up. But, normaly when I'm mad I grow, but I was shaking. Most the time I have a smile, from being able to hurt someone, this time I was laughing form the graphic images of burning and skining them. Yet, I thought of killing myself, and picturing a hell far worse than Earth. The worst of all I felt like I was going to lose it all, really hurt someone or myself...or cry. I think I was truly unstable.

Posted by: Sour-and-sweet Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 11:15pm

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Dante Royal
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Commented on: Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 11:27pm


	I have felt the exact same way before eek so dont feel bad sweatdrop I will try and cheer you up...just as you do me 3nodding

Commented on: Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 11:38pm


	Thanks, Dante. It's good to have someone that cares.

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Commented on: Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 11:43pm


	I always will 3nodding

Commented on: Tue Mar 21, 2006 @ 12:04am


	that feeling.....ive felt it before, back in my past.....just know acting upon that feeling will only make you feel worse.....i already have and im still repenting for it

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Commented on: Wed Mar 22, 2006 @ 10:17pm


	Ok Taon, I shall try not to think about.

Commented on: Sun Mar 26, 2006 @ 08:59pm


	damn you weren't kidding... eek of course I feel that way getting up in the morning because my sis turned of the flippin light at 4 in the morning... stressed that's why mom doesn't let me have a knife in my room... stare

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Commented on: Sun Mar 26, 2006 @ 10:26pm


	I keep sissers (spelling) in my room.

Commented on: Mon Mar 27, 2006 @ 12:55am


	yup there's so many other things you can do than just cutting yourself...

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Commented on: Mon Mar 27, 2006 @ 01:04am


	I have samuri swords in my room xd

Commented on: Mon Mar 27, 2006 @ 10:36pm


	Cristalina:Yes I know, I won't cut myself. Dante: That sounds neat!

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Commented on: Mon Mar 27, 2006 @ 11:07pm


	It is but at the same time dangerous 3nodding

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