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Oh men. Why do I fall for them?
And generally the a** holes!
Derek-well. Screw that relationship. Definitely the worst thing I've done.
Brandon-can't love.
Star-can wait.

But the last two have such a strong hold on my heart. I don't know if I could tell them again.
Normally I don't have regrets.. But I regret not letting Brandon kiss me. I regret telling him no when he told me to kiss him.
I regret turning him down, and stopping him.
I want him. I really do. Damn the girl who has him now.. If I had said yes, he would have found love.. I'm sure. Me and his girlfriend aren't so different.

As for Star. He's an a**. A jerk. A total.. Gah. I don't even know. But I don't know if I'd be able to stop myself if he was physically near me.

I have a messed up love life.
Jesusmurphy.