I'm so stupid. I always get my hopes up for things that well, just aren't going to happen. I end up depressing myself over things that I tell myself not to get my hopes up for. When you find someone perfect he always seems way out of your league. I guess it's for the best though because if he found that he liked me, I'd be a bad influence. I don't want to rub all my sorrows onto him, all my problems, I would feel horrible. I've already turned one of my friends into me and I'll regret that for the rest of my life, I don't want to do the same to you. You will most likely never read this and if you did you wouldn't know that I'm talking about you, but I love you and you'll always be in my heart. I hope your happy for as long as forever. I can only hope to stay your friend, and possible become a best friend.
In truth, Garret(Nicky)
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