..neh
So today early this morning i sent devon a message on FACeBoOk, "Merry christmas. happy new year :]" n he sent back "thanks cynth. i love you" ......yeah not what i was expecting. i love you?!? ...but it made me happy. and sad. but happy that i cried to myself. n then my bff marylou came over n she was all "lets go visit katherine. devon n chelisa might come over. wanna go see them? they all miss you" n im all. no. i cant. it'd be too weird. so she goes there, n im stuck here yeah i cant face devon becus. well becus i dont want to go through everything over again.
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